Out On A Limb, feel off for a bit and has Climbed Back On!

Not surprising to any of us at all, lots of life has happened since my Nov. 08 entry!!!! (: Good stuff actually.

I have had 2 years of significant challenges with my heart. Emergency rooms, ambulances, friends rushing and helping, hospitalizations, angels hovering and holding, cardioversions (3), ablation (1), rest, recovery, and back to work. Actually, back to life. I am on the other side of the whirlwind and grateful, delighted, energized, and deeply, deeply grateful to my wonderful partner Clo, my daughters Lisa and Michelle, dear friends, and Aimee, the dearest 4 year old puppy on the planet.

All during the astounding stress and rush toward life and fight against leaving this physical space before I felt certain I really wanted to go, I planned to come out on this side with health, hope, love, joy, peace, ------ and learning. I expected to have great insights and deep, spiritual, amazing, learnings. Weeellll------ I am ready! Here I am. Arms open, heart soft and receptive, ears tuned, mind willing, but, I truly do not know what those 2 years were all about. I want to say it taught me a lot. I suppose it did. But I will be darned if I can tell you what that "lot" is.

I am aware of new energy, hope, and readiness to move into new professional territory. That's a fun thing. What can I welcome and create next that will be fun and new for me? I have put out my desire, and I wait quietly, peacefully and confidently to hear back. I will keep you posted. I am always glad to share new and exciting as it arrives and I begin to process it.

Not having written for so long, I find myself gropping around for what more to say. So, enough for now, more later. Thanks for being there for me to talk with. Even when I wasn't writting in the blog, I was writting in my head.

Warmly, Nancy Ross