Summer Time! And the Feeling is Easy!!
What a gorgeous day! What a marvellous summer so far. So interesting to me how 2 plus years of focus on my insides working or not working quite right, has left me with an exquisite awareness of the world outside my body. Now that I am so very well and healthy, I seem to be loving whatever mother nature has to offer.
This morning was a powerful thunder storm. Heavy rain. Feels like releasing, letting go, preparing to move forward. Then it cleared up and Aimee and I had a grand and glorious walk at our favorite park: a cemetery near by. Two memorial services were going on in the cemetery. I felt soft, sacred, sweet, caring and loving to walk past their energy. Peace mingled with sadness hung in the air. Aimee was so good. She just walked by and left them alone. Sometimes she feels it is her job to sooth and comfort and love the people who have gathered together to grieve and let go of their loved ones. Not today. I guess she felt everyone was doing their job just fine and she wasn't needed.
Remember how it feels to REALLY want something, to not want to be a bother or distruber, at the same time wanting to keep on top of things? That feeling of being sure you are still on the radar, but it probably is best not to bug too much!
Well, I feel all that right now. A few weeks ago I thought I was being offered the job of my dreams. I no longer know if they want me. I have tried to connect but it hasn't worked thus far. What I know I have to do is let go and trust. But instead I keep on hoping, wishing and thinking. I know the universe knows what it is doing. I know I am being taken care of and deeply loved. I learned that during my heart challenges. Now I need to remember to stay peacefully in the place of having put out my desire, and letting it come to me.
Yes! I desire. I wait. In hope and trust.
I will keep you posted. I will be sure to let you know when I have received my heart's desire.
Bye for now, Nancy
This morning was a powerful thunder storm. Heavy rain. Feels like releasing, letting go, preparing to move forward. Then it cleared up and Aimee and I had a grand and glorious walk at our favorite park: a cemetery near by. Two memorial services were going on in the cemetery. I felt soft, sacred, sweet, caring and loving to walk past their energy. Peace mingled with sadness hung in the air. Aimee was so good. She just walked by and left them alone. Sometimes she feels it is her job to sooth and comfort and love the people who have gathered together to grieve and let go of their loved ones. Not today. I guess she felt everyone was doing their job just fine and she wasn't needed.
Remember how it feels to REALLY want something, to not want to be a bother or distruber, at the same time wanting to keep on top of things? That feeling of being sure you are still on the radar, but it probably is best not to bug too much!
Well, I feel all that right now. A few weeks ago I thought I was being offered the job of my dreams. I no longer know if they want me. I have tried to connect but it hasn't worked thus far. What I know I have to do is let go and trust. But instead I keep on hoping, wishing and thinking. I know the universe knows what it is doing. I know I am being taken care of and deeply loved. I learned that during my heart challenges. Now I need to remember to stay peacefully in the place of having put out my desire, and letting it come to me.
Yes! I desire. I wait. In hope and trust.
I will keep you posted. I will be sure to let you know when I have received my heart's desire.
Bye for now, Nancy
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11:45 AM
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