A JOURNEY OF HEALTH, HEALING, AND GRACE

My last blog posting was Oct. , 2009 and I had just had number 5 cardio version. One more cardio version and number two ablation later and I hope I am ready to write again

Tired seems to take up about 80% of my time. I heal best with rest, reading, sleep, laughter, good caring friends and the love of my life partner, Clo. And, as always, peaceful, spiritual walks in the cemetery with Aimee, the wonder dog ( please forgive me Pearl). She used to be the cutest puppy on the planet, but at 4 and a half years, she is being a real dog: cute, little, playful, opinionated, frisky, cuddly, loving and forgiving, warm little body that naps with me in the after noon, taking place of choice for both of us: on my tummy, chest or legs.

Almost three years ago I unwittingly embarked on a journey that I have has been about challenging my unconscious beliefs about ageing. My conscious self believed I could heal my body with my mind and my thoughts. I felt ashamed, and I blamed myself for not being strong enough or spiritual enough or positive enough to heal through meditation ( I just can't still my mind long enough without falling asleep!), affirmations, positive thinking, spiritual reading, learning from mentors and teachers, prayers and whatever else we are learning to do to keep healthy and balanced.

More later. Nancy