Bless My Friends

I am pretty certain you got from my last blog that I was crumbling around the edges a titch! Sorry!

However, it did feel okay to share that because I am certain most if not all of you reading this have had a day or two at the very least of feeling pretty much like I described. I certainly felt alive. But it was a pretty painful and difficult alive place to be.

I have put that pain and sorrow to rest. At least for this time. Dear, dear friends from Michigan spent a few days here in our home. Clo and I both felt so very loved, seen, understood, valued and affirmed. What an incredible gift to have someone who has known you for years and followed your life journey throughout those years, join your current life with no judgement, simply love and support you! The angels continue to look after us.

I have again deepened my understanding of the need to hold steady, see the moment through, and trust that on the other side there is hope, love and joy. It is easy to panic in the centre of pain and sorrow and loose perspective. There is a tendency to fear this may not end, or I can't see the end, or I won't make it to the end. But we ALWAYS  make it IF we trust there is love in the universe waiting for us to notice. Seeee... the love all around you. Gently slip past the mud and darkness. Notice the tiny chip of blueberry sky. Listen carefully: the birds are singing. Can you hear the water in our garden fountain joining in the chorus?

Remember, you are loved. Let your skin feel that. Let you eyes see love. Let your heart sing songs of love. Even when you feel as lousy as I did at my last blogging, even then, I was being love. I just forgot.

Breathe.

Remember.

Hugs, Nancy